sad or hapi??

although now everything is over
but i still sad
i duno y
nw u'r sad
bt i oso feel sad
haiz
i hope tat u can bcum normal
n chat wif me happily
den i'll hapi again

~blue guitar~

太烦恼

歌曲：太烦恼
歌手：杨丞琳 专辑：半熟宣言
杨丞琳-太烦恼

一样的化妆一样的头发
大家通通太像多无聊啊
剪杂志不如自己想学谁不如自己闯
每个人总会有一件事要比别人强
没有那么漂亮就更用心化妆
当身材没有办法想努力微笑放光芒

我烦恼太被动并不好

烦恼太冲动也不好

烦恼自信在动摇

烦恼烦恼钻进了牛角

我烦恼太聪明并不好

烦恼太愚蠢更不好

烦恼谁都不明了

烦恼烦恼太烦恼的苦恼

别让昨天变围墙要拿今天当翅膀
可以失恋不能失去了对幸福的渴望
暗恋最好撑把伞小雨大雪都会下
爱就像高跟鞋越美的越容易拐一下
难免受伤重要的是不要留下疤
没有阴影才不害怕
为了梦想痛着成长

烦恼太被动并不好
烦恼太聪明并不好

rainie的新歌。。
Po上来以下。。


♥yanr.S

在网上发现了一个可以发泄的游戏，其实那网址是我阿姨介绍的啦。。
那是一个flash game, 叫猫咪快打。
它的link〉〉http://www.hk10.com/games/644/.html
无聊就去玩玩看，反正是假期^^~

♥yanr.S

★无题。。

按下电制，再按电脑的扭，拉椅子，坐下。等电脑开启，再等internet。
同样的动作，每天重复着。重复着。

假期，嘛嘛dei啦。。
不过常常失眠叻，不懂做么的。。
两三点才睡的着。。（人长大，烦恼也要跟着变多咩？）
之前还有《然后的然后》和其他两本书陪我。。
现在都没事做。。
《然》还看到哭了（感动）。。
笑了（终于看完了，还是happy ending neh,以为sad ending的。）
又哭了，在看见敷米浆给读者的留言后。
p/s:其实也没真的哭啦，流泪罢了。哈哈。我很少看书看到哭的。

“要幸福，要大家，少了一个都不行。”

这样，好像有点难。
毕业后，大家可能各奔前程。。
真的有点难。

书里还有一位角色死了。
作者说，他真正的生活里真的有朋友去世了，
那本书是为他而写的。

书展要到咯。。
很想去。。希望可以看到林宇中。。

写到这里吧。bye~ ^^-

♥yanr.S^^-

HOLIDAY HELL

finally
the prob is OVER
bt
nw
i stil gt sumthing 2 sad
haiz
y my holiday is a sad holiday??
i cant understand
mayb tis is the test of my life
onli i can feel it
although i'm sad
i cant do anything
i jz try 2 make myself hapi
suddenly i felt tat
al my frenz don lik 2 chat wif me
i feel tat i'm annoying
although i noe sum of dem is nt tink lik tat
haiz



~blue guitar~

我到底想怎样？

连自己想怎样都不懂。。
好吧，我正静静地观察。
有一天我会明白自己想怎样的。
一定会。

innocence

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life
and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around
and I am so amazed
I think about the little things
that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant,
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect,
please don't go away,
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,
don't you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe,
not a single tear
The first time in my life
and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong,
I'm so happy here
It's so strong
and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliant,
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect,
please don't go away,
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,
don't you let it pass you by
It's the state of bliss you think
you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside
that you're feeling
It's so beautiful
it makes you wanna cry
It's the state of bliss you think
you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside
that you're feeling
It's so beautiful
it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful
it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant,
it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance,
please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,
don't you let it pass you by
This innocence is brilliant,
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect,
please don't go away,
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it,
don't you let it pass you by

~blue guitar~

4giv

nw i choose 2 4giv u,if u dowan 2 4giv me..its up 2 u,i cant do anything..

~blue guitar~

My last post 4 tis prob

你送我的眼泪让它留在雨天
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
tis is my last post bout my feeling in tis prob
i jz wan u 2 noe
i cn do
wad u wan me 2 do
i jz hope tat
u cn do wad i wan u 2 do
bt i noe u wont do it

i don understand
n i duno wad r u tinking
u tink tat onli U will sad??
onli U will cry??
onli U gt feeling??
i DON hav??
pls
nw evy1 tink tat i'm bad
n support u
izit ur aim??
i tink nw u'r hapi
onli ME
wil so stupid 2 sad of u
n i tink n tink al the days
i reli wana giv up
i wana giv up U
i wana giv up our frenship
i wana giv up my life
tat's i wan
bt
cn i do tat??

i noe tat al ur frenz wil support u
although dey duno the incident
dey duno wad was happening
dey duno who's correct n who's wrong
no1 will noe
i oso duno n u oso duno
dey r UR frenz
dey sure support u
n i wont blame any1 who involved or nt involved in tis arguement
i hope tat u wont too
human is lik tat always
if u cry or tok bout ur prob 2 a human
dey'll jz tink tat u'r the most pity1
u'r the most innocent 1
u'r the most sad1
u'r the most correct1
although the othr person is mor sad den her
mor pity den her
mor innocent den her
bt she din tel any1
who wil support her??

y i cnt tink lik ur BEZ fren??
tink tat evy fren of tis real world
is using each othr
no true frenz in tis real world
mayb
if i tink tat fr the beginning
i wont sooo sad lik nw
bcaz i'm using my TRUE heart 2 b fren wif evy1
nw onli i noe
i'm sooo innocent
n stupid
tat don blieve tat
sum frenz or al frenz around us r using each othr

i dowan any1 2 pity me or support me
n i'm don allow tat
so i jz post in my blog
i noe u tink tat
i post in blog
jz wan mor ppl 2 pity me
2 support me
bt
i cn say
i admit
when my frenz ask bout it
i wont say who
if dey noe by demself
u cnt blame dem or me

yesterday
i reli vry tired
n i wana stop tis arguement
i sms u
always w8ing 4 u 2 reply
bt
i noe i w8 until die u oso wont reply
i w8 fr morning until i slept
i'm sooo disappointed
i jz wana stop tis arguement
n noe wad u'r tinking
i tink n tink n tink
y u don wana reply me??
don dare 2 face me??
or don dare 2 face tis prob??
don dare 2 solve tis prob??
or u din reply jz wana show tat u'r sooooo angry??
al i gona guess...
i duno wad u'r tinking
n pls don involved any1 2 help us 2 stop
if v cnt solve our prob ourself
nobody cn solve it 2 us

sooo
i wana ask u
r u gona solve tis prob??
or u wana jz leave it lik tis??
nw v gt 2 selection 2 choose 2 solve tis prob
1 is
jz leave it lik tis
v wont b frenz 4ever
n our holiday is ful of SADNESS
next yr 1 of us r going 2 transfer skol
n v dowan 2 b skol 2geter
tt 2geter
shopping 2geter
play 2geter or
wadever 2geter
tis is a SAD decision
no1 hope it
i wont choose tis
n i gona choose 2 4giv u
bt one person 4giv is NT enough
if u dowan 2 4giv me or urself
u wana choose tis selection
i cnt say anything
2 is
reply me
n tel me wad u r tinking
v'r gona solve tis prob ourself
i dowan 2 always on9
n c anythin tat always hurting me
pls solve ourself
onli U n ME
n don involve othr ppl in it
tel me wad's ur prob n i'll tel u wad's my prob
n pls say gentlely
say anythin tat roughly wil nt solve any prob
after v solve our prob
v cn 4 gt evything tat happened 2 us nw
n hav a HAPI holiday
wad u gona choose??
nw i'm asking u
n i hope tat u cn ans me
tat's al 4 2day
n tat's al 4 tis prob in my blog
i jz hope tat u cn c it
noe tat wad i feel
n pls reply me n let me noe wad u tink
nw i don hope 4 anything
i jz wana solve tis prob as soon as possible
n evy1 has a HAPI holiday^^
bye..

~blue guitar~

灰

天灰灰的，灰灰的。
阴天假期。
似乎一丝阳光都没有，因为我的朋友们吵架了。虽然我并没牵涉在内。
想当初，你们出外游玩时摄下的照片，照片上你们的笑脸如此清晰可见，如今。。
我只希望一切停止。在继续恐怕会更伤。回到从前那样，好吗？回到从前一起欢笑的日子。。。
一切会好起来的。。

my fren tat duno me

u noe y i sooo lik 2 on9??
caz nw i'm realise
my fren in msn
my fren tat duno me
my fren tat duno my prob

when i tel dem i sad
dey'll jz console me
make me hapi
nt lik sum ppl
when i sad
make me mor sad
make me reli disappointed of my real life

~blue guitar~

朋友的定义到底是什么？？

经过这件事
我才发现
真正了解你的人
真正把你当朋友的人
当你伤心时
他会先逗你开心
而不是安慰你
可是那些连安慰都做不到
却还跟你吵架的人
真的不是真正的朋友 T.T
还有一件事
请不要把自己的快乐建在别人的痛苦上..

~blue guitar~

i'm glad tat u'r here

i'm glad
yesterday
when i sad
u'r accompany me
although its jz a tiny thing
its reli hapi 2 me
i'm glad tat when i sad
i hav a gud listener n bez fren lik u

~blue guitar~

sad day again =(

"wad lies bhind us n wad lies b4 us r tiny matters compared 2 wad lies within us"..T.T
yesterday
5th of nov
again a big sad day 4 me
at 1st
i choose 2 4gt evything tat happened b4
i'm ready 2 4giv u edi
n nt argue wit u
i try 2 b hapi
nt SAD
n i jz b 60% hapi
so i try 2 on9
n i saw tat!!!
i'm totally down
i'm totally been hurt by u
i'm vry vry vry sad
disappointed
angry
upset
2 hav a fren lik u

i'm so angry
n i cnt blieve tat!!!
ok
i wana noe y tis wil happened
so i sms u
n say bck tat word 2 u
c wad's ur reaction
bt
u jz blame me
u cn say tat u'r no wrong at al???
y tis thing wil happened 2 me??
n u jz say sumthing tat totally hurt me
make me feel tat i'm an IDIOT
i treat u as my fren fr the beginning
even bez fren oso
bt
cn i ask u wad u treat me as??
an IDIOT??
a TOOL??
or onli a normal person or thing tat NO feeling??
r u tink tat i'm no feeling when u say tat 2 me??
so u cn say tat??
although i noe u'r angry
bt u wont do tat if u reli treat me as ur FREN!!
i'm angry fr the beginning too
bt wad i cn get??
don say tat u'r nt SAD or ANGRY
when ur fren say tat 2 u
u said tat u cn say tat
ok
the mouth is urs
the hand is urs
the brain oso urs
if u wana say
if u wana type
if u wana tink
i cnt control u 2 stop doin tat!
soooo
u say tat
means
i cn say tat too!!
i'm oso a human
i gt feeling
n i believe tat u hav feeling too
y u cnt jz tink 4 othrs??
i cnt understand
when i ask u bout tis
u jz deny it
n ask me 2 tink of u
i ask myself
i gt tink of u??
i cn say tat
i HAV
i oso cnt do anything
if u cnt feel tat
den tat is UR prob!!
u jz blame me
y i wana write our things in blog??
nw i tel u
i jz wana release my pressure
n feeling
n i'm nt aim 2 show 2 othr ppl c
i jz wan the person who involve c it
n noe wad i feel
its tat gt anything wrong???

~blue guitar~

another day of SADNESS!!! T.T

i edi giv up n wana stop it..
nw i onli wana noe whether u cn stop it enot..
i cnt tahan tat u jz tink tat u hav NO wrong fr the beginning n jz blame me!!
if u stil tink tat u hav no wrong,
i cn onli say i'm vry unlucky 2 hav a fren lik u..
i reli dowan argue wif u edi..
y u cant jz understand me??
when u sad,
u said u lonely,
none of us chat wif u,ok..
i jz treat u as fren n i chat wif u,
make u hapi..
bt nw..
wad cn u giv me??
i edi vry vry sad,
u wil onli make me mor sad..
n i jz hope i cn hear SORRY fr u although i noe its impossible 2 hear tat..
bt wad u did???
i'm soooooo disappointed..
n yesterday v argue in sms
u lik no action 2 make me tink tat i wana continue b fren wif u..
if u reli treat me as fren,u wont do tat!!!
nw finally i noe i'm jz a tool 2 make u hapi!!
i'm soooo stupid n u jz tink tat i'm IDIOT who believe wad u said!!

~blue guitar~

R u reli my fren??!!

i'm mor sad 2day!!
i cnt blieve tat u cn say tat word 2 me!!
last time u angry,
i sure console u or wadever..
make u hapi..
u said u lonely n i din chat wif u
ok,
i chat wif u..
n make u hapi..
bt nw??
wher r u 2 console me??
u tink tat im IDIOT???
jz wana use me 2 make u hapi???
i'm jz a tool in ur heart!!
i cant blieve tat!!!

~blue guitar~